“It was for the best, Dadsy,” I uttered. This was the first time that I visited momsy and dadsy’s grave na dalawa na po silang dinadalaw ko.
Pumunta ako rito para po sana magkuwento at humingi ng permiso at basbas sa kanila dahil ikinasal na po si Ate Mikazuki at Kuya Bullet kaya feeling ko po kami na ang susunod ni Baby Caliber pero hindi ko po inaasahang I’ll get emotional habang kinakausap sila. Mahirap din po kasi na wala silang dalawa sa tabi ko.
Hindi ko rin po inaasahang biglang uulan kaya po nabasa na ako at hinayaan ko na lang. Wala rin naman po akong ganang tumayo kaya pinagpatuloy ko na lang ang sasabihin ko po kina dadsy and momsy.
“I wasn’t just saving Black Org but also you, Dadsy. I have to do it to save you,” humahagulgol na sabi ko. Humahalo na po ang luha ko sa ulan because the rain was continuously pouring pero kahit aware po ako na malakas ang ulan ay hindi ko na po ito alintana.
“You were blinded by the love you had with her… and you became a different person. Hindi na po kita kilala. You weren’t my Dadsy anymore,” I said in between my sobs.
“I—I was a wreck when Ate died… knowing that she died protecting me. Ano pa po ngayon na sa pangalawang pagkakataon… someone died because of me… with my own hands. I don’t know what to feel when I did that to you, Dadsy.”
And for the very first time, I finally let all my emotions out po. I’ve been keeping this to myself because I didn’t want them to sympathize me because of my decision na in result ay makabubuti rin naman sa aming lahat. I didn’t want to hurt anyone din po once I vented this all out to them lalo na po kay dadsy noong nabubuhay pa siya. Kahit na ang kapalit naman po n’on ay ako naman po ang nasasaktan.
“I love you, Dadsy. I love you so so much that I felt so broken to witness your transformation into a completely different person…”
Maliban po kina Baby Caliber, future mom, and future dad, dadsy is all I had left pero hindi na po siya nakabubuti para sa aming lahat.
My parents being traitors hasn’t made me a traitor. I didn’t want to be one. I had to make a decision. And I know po na it was a necessity for me to go through with it. At kaakibat po ng naging desisyon kong iyon ay ang mawalan ako ng mahal sa buhay which kept on haunting me po sa totoo lang. Pero kailangan ko na rin pong panindigan dahil nangyari na at iyon ang ikabubuti ng lahat.
The pouring of rain suddenly stopped pero dito lang po banda sa kinauupuan ko kaya napatingala ako.
Pumunta ako rito para po sana magkuwento at humingi ng permiso at basbas sa kanila dahil ikinasal na po si Ate Mikazuki at Kuya Bullet kaya feeling ko po kami na ang susunod ni Baby Caliber pero hindi ko po inaasahang I’ll get emotional habang kinakausap sila. Mahirap din po kasi na wala silang dalawa sa tabi ko.
Hindi ko rin po inaasahang biglang uulan kaya po nabasa na ako at hinayaan ko na lang. Wala rin naman po akong ganang tumayo kaya pinagpatuloy ko na lang ang sasabihin ko po kina dadsy and momsy.
“I wasn’t just saving Black Org but also you, Dadsy. I have to do it to save you,” humahagulgol na sabi ko. Humahalo na po ang luha ko sa ulan because the rain was continuously pouring pero kahit aware po ako na malakas ang ulan ay hindi ko na po ito alintana.
“You were blinded by the love you had with her… and you became a different person. Hindi na po kita kilala. You weren’t my Dadsy anymore,” I said in between my sobs.
“I—I was a wreck when Ate died… knowing that she died protecting me. Ano pa po ngayon na sa pangalawang pagkakataon… someone died because of me… with my own hands. I don’t know what to feel when I did that to you, Dadsy.”
And for the very first time, I finally let all my emotions out po. I’ve been keeping this to myself because I didn’t want them to sympathize me because of my decision na in result ay makabubuti rin naman sa aming lahat. I didn’t want to hurt anyone din po once I vented this all out to them lalo na po kay dadsy noong nabubuhay pa siya. Kahit na ang kapalit naman po n’on ay ako naman po ang nasasaktan.
“I love you, Dadsy. I love you so so much that I felt so broken to witness your transformation into a completely different person…”
Maliban po kina Baby Caliber, future mom, and future dad, dadsy is all I had left pero hindi na po siya nakabubuti para sa aming lahat.
My parents being traitors hasn’t made me a traitor. I didn’t want to be one. I had to make a decision. And I know po na it was a necessity for me to go through with it. At kaakibat po ng naging desisyon kong iyon ay ang mawalan ako ng mahal sa buhay which kept on haunting me po sa totoo lang. Pero kailangan ko na rin pong panindigan dahil nangyari na at iyon ang ikabubuti ng lahat.
The pouring of rain suddenly stopped pero dito lang po banda sa kinauupuan ko kaya napatingala ako.
“It was for the best, Dadsy,” I uttered. This was the first time that I visited momsy and dadsy’s grave na dalawa na po silang dinadalaw ko.
Pumunta ako rito para po sana magkuwento at humingi ng permiso at basbas sa kanila dahil ikinasal na po si Ate Mikazuki at Kuya Bullet kaya feeling ko po kami na ang susunod ni Baby Caliber pero hindi ko po inaasahang I’ll get emotional habang kinakausap sila. Mahirap din po kasi na wala silang dalawa sa tabi ko.
Hindi ko rin po inaasahang biglang uulan kaya po nabasa na ako at hinayaan ko na lang. Wala rin naman po akong ganang tumayo kaya pinagpatuloy ko na lang ang sasabihin ko po kina dadsy and momsy.
“I wasn’t just saving Black Org but also you, Dadsy. I have to do it to save you,” humahagulgol na sabi ko. Humahalo na po ang luha ko sa ulan because the rain was continuously pouring pero kahit aware po ako na malakas ang ulan ay hindi ko na po ito alintana.
“You were blinded by the love you had with her… and you became a different person. Hindi na po kita kilala. You weren’t my Dadsy anymore,” I said in between my sobs.
“I—I was a wreck when Ate died… knowing that she died protecting me. Ano pa po ngayon na sa pangalawang pagkakataon… someone died because of me… with my own hands. I don’t know what to feel when I did that to you, Dadsy.”
And for the very first time, I finally let all my emotions out po. I’ve been keeping this to myself because I didn’t want them to sympathize me because of my decision na in result ay makabubuti rin naman sa aming lahat. I didn’t want to hurt anyone din po once I vented this all out to them lalo na po kay dadsy noong nabubuhay pa siya. Kahit na ang kapalit naman po n’on ay ako naman po ang nasasaktan.
“I love you, Dadsy. I love you so so much that I felt so broken to witness your transformation into a completely different person…”
Maliban po kina Baby Caliber, future mom, and future dad, dadsy is all I had left pero hindi na po siya nakabubuti para sa aming lahat.
My parents being traitors hasn’t made me a traitor. I didn’t want to be one. I had to make a decision. And I know po na it was a necessity for me to go through with it. At kaakibat po ng naging desisyon kong iyon ay ang mawalan ako ng mahal sa buhay which kept on haunting me po sa totoo lang. Pero kailangan ko na rin pong panindigan dahil nangyari na at iyon ang ikabubuti ng lahat.
The pouring of rain suddenly stopped pero dito lang po banda sa kinauupuan ko kaya napatingala ako.
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